It's tough when you meet someone and have an instant connection; make each other laugh over stupid texts...this guy even brought me a Venti Caramel Macchiatto to my work! My favourite, btw. 

We've seen each other a few times, but he's been a bit distant and, after our date when we were supposed to play mini golf didn't happen, I decided to ask the dreaded question: "Are you still interested in playing mini golf with me?"

His answer was...mind boggling. He said that I remind him of his ex fiance, I look like her, just the essence I guess. It's unfortunate because I thought we had a great foundation to build on, but there's no need to push it. I completely understand, and, no matter how bummed I am about it, I'm moving on because hanging on to past guys has got me nowhere. 

Now from the master....

that's right, Jigga!

Cut Ties

This is difficult. I wanted to love you, and you said the same. Once again, you pulled the same old shit. Late night phone calls professing love, wanting a life together. So it is time for me to move on and forget about you, however hard that will be. First, and only love, stays with you forever. But you keep coming around and then pulling back,begging me for a life together, then ignoring me. It has to stop. I'm scared, I feel like nobody will love me like you did, Bubba.

Farewell.

I really did.