Guess who's happy?

ME! YAY!
I'm happy.
I don't know why, but in this moment I am happy.
And it feels wonderful!
My happiness is not because of a guy, new clothes, drinks with friends....it's just because.
And that makes me smile.
Because for the longest time I was always sad.......just because.
But this moment I'm happy.
And I'm gonna ride the happy wave for as long as I can.
Go Lisa!

soooo.......tired.....

always.never.

the solution to all of my problems. avoidance. ink. fake smiles.




alone again.
don't necessarily want to be, but it's for the best.
so i'm going to embrace it.
and stop doing stupid things.
and stupid boys.

things got worse

callmecallmecallmecallmecallmecallmecallmecallmecallme.

i'm not gonna stop until you answer.