i love it when someone's laugh is funnier than their joke

The most wasted of all days is one without laughter.
-e.e. cummings

Lughter gives us distance. It allows us to tsep back from an event, deal with it then move on.
-Bob Newhart

You cannot be mad at someone who makes you laugh-simple as that.
-Jay Leno

My mom would kill me if she saw these, but I laugh every time I see these, so HA!
I don't care. Love you mama!


Starbucks and aviators, two of my faves
Aviators, rings, black polish....<3

I want to be in the sand, taking pics of myself in my aviators.

oh to be skinny....gym, gym,salads,gym,protein shakes...


The Times, They Are A Changin'

I've been sick for weeks, off work for weeks too. I just got back from a 4 day vacation with my sister and throughout that time I've been reflecting, or at least trying to reflect, on myself. Who I am, where I belong, if I'm in the right career, should I go back to school, should I move to Vancouver? I often feel so fucking lonely in this city, despite having great friends here. I don't know where I belong.

I have updated my resume...just in case.
And started scouting job sites for here....and further west.


Despite this lingering sickness and stress, I am happy. Smiling because I have so much to actually smile about, sometimes I need to give this stubborn fat head of mine a shake. I have a beautiful,caring, quirky, loving family and wonderful, loyal friends, and some familiar butterflies that I haven't felt for a while. And as easy as it is for me to dwell on the negative, to sit back and feel sorry for myself, I'm forcing a smile for now, and day by day it won't be so forced. Marilyn always has the answer. Head high, chin up, show them your teeth!

can't take back the words I never said


Better than a thousand hollow words,
is one word that brings peace.
 Fight. Argue. Hate. Envy. Despise. Resent. Covet. Loathe. Detest. Dislike. Abhor. Squabble. Bicker. Disagree. Feud.
None of these words hold as much strength as one word: Love.
One word that brings peace can fight off thousands that bring war.
Truly yours,
Siddhārtha Gautama Buddha