how come...

one aspect of my life finally seems like it turning out right and then BOOM! I get gut wrenching news about my dad...the strongest person I know. He will make it through this, my family will make it through this, but I can't help but wish that we could get a break. That HE could get a break. He's never been one to complain or be scared, but the other night...when we got the news....I saw he was scared.

And now I've never been more scared in my life.

I need to sleep.